lyrics

DATED

feeling awfully dated

i don’t want to know

see how things have been fading

in and out of time

if the moment is wasted

you can’t bring it back

take me down when i’m faceless

break it all again

give me that overall 

i’m jaded, faded

it will give shelter to

the tainted heart

TURNING PAGES

sailing on the darkest seas

saving the doubt for the inmate in me

the golden glow is way above me

shimmering through the cracks that i can see

turning the pages for the blind

burning bridges for the human kind

impossible to defend oneself

in the absence of good will

CEILING

look i'm up here on the ceiling

looking down for a view

if i could i would conceil it,

i think, i can't do this anymore,

hanging from the ceiling of my life

you can't hear me

birds fly near me

they can't lift me up

all is fatal, arbitrary,

feel so heavy

fill me my last cup,

standing at the ceiling of my life

trying to find a reason to survive

guess i'm just a victim of my mind

hanging from the ceiling of my life

all of the implications ring a bell

i will not let it go, if you can't tell

DARK HOLE 

unlucky fool

suffering pain

who can you turn to?

who will pick you up? 

there is no house 

there is no land

who will give you 

shelter in your need?  

things are getting gloomy

the storm is at the door

fate is but a dark hole

sucking up your hope

god keeps on pushing,

pushing all your dreams around

LIGHTS

Far away, i am turning grey

Try to catch up with shades

Every Day feels like a wrecking game

As i stumble through the maze

Ref: elegantly wasted

I'm 

Elegantly wasted

Roll around 'til up is down

I need to leave my broken Shell

On the run, look what i become

I'm Just a shadow in the dark

ERASING YOURSELF

back in days when i was hiding alone

cold as a stone, i kept battering bones

time was skipping

life was slipping

i was giving you away

don’t turn away 

i cannot bare this decay

hiding my head

you cannot change what is said

stop erasing yourself

i will let you run 

i will let you hide

but don’t erase this night

WELL DETECTED CELL

going up to ten, you sink to four

rising up again, you fall once more

nothing's very far from underground

depravity will sink one level down

people passing by like floating germs

permeate my will with their concerns

sounds are leaping out their plastic mouths

i don't understand what it's about

who to where to why to sell this trash

turning all the worn out soil to cash

numbers in their hearts and in their minds

numbers are the content of theirs lifes

(lyrics by Bianca Calandra & Sicker Man)

GRACE

i'm caught in a drift

of a raging sea

within my heart

a cold, tedious dart

that is aching me 

too deep to lift

and i'm taking a ride

for a better day

i'm stuck in waste

ref.: and you saved all my days

       to be grace, to be grace

       watery foes hold my tongue

       till i'm gone, till i'm gone

       burning me up, up in the sun

       in the sun, i belong

       burning me up, up, up in the sun

       in the sun, i belong

please help me survive

let me loose my doubt

i'm crying out

i see you can not be

what i hoped to find

you caught me blind

HARD TO FIND

i will crack up the cage in my mind

i follow notions taking my time

all the kindness is said to be found

all my instincts have made me come 'round

but all i need is some kind o' scheme

to help me fill my mind

but all i need is some kind of dream

to help me fill my heart

fight the feeling of letting it go

but my temper keeps telling me so

all the kindness is said to be found

all my instincts have made me come 'round

but all i need is some kind o' scheme

to fill my mind with routine

but all i need is some kind of dream

to fill my heart with a new scene

TROUBLED MIND

too many words in it to see

how i can not wreck it for me

a troubled mind in double time, i get it

a willing part cycling aid

i will not be the one who's afraid

a troubled mind in double time, i get it

SPLENDOR

i took the road to take me where it leads

i took the implication that it breeds

i gave your heart the impulse of my mind

so you could be a splendor of mankind

never be a victim of your soul

never to be clutching in that hole.

never settle down in your imagination

never be immune to that constellation

all i ever wanted was a break

from all the casulties you make

crooked days and cool cat nights

it's just the faintest, bluest skies

CATCHES

even though i could never tell

you keep answering for me

even though i could feed the tide

i can't get up and rise

even though you could kill the spell

all my days will take it down

even though i can watch myself

fall into the drain

no one catches the tide

no one get's a free ride

nothing ever is plain

nothing's left here to gain

I WILL BE

take a new

taming brew

to the light

i will be

carelessly

at your sight

       all of my scemes keep wandering

       till my breath is a crippled death

all this true

pagan blue

in the night

i can't see

faultlessly

in this light

       all of my dreams keep wandering

       till my breath is a crippled death

HIDING IN THE PAST

burn

the casual tempted turn

you feel a tender sun beneath my head will fade into the years 

never to be 

true

the honesty can hurt

a moment on the sideway of my heart can wreck it down too soon i'm tracking down the past

ref. : hiding in the past is what i tend to do

finding all the wasted years are stuck inside my head

you

can't say i will get far 

taking all the shiny stars above my head are fading and i can see the

truth

never to be you

never to be me, inside that cage there is a little one keeping all i've done